sames names

this is a new one.. yes definitely.. this is a new thought..and its nice that i get to write about it now...but wait.. my nails are disturbing me..alright...2 am..nails cut.. good to go..so as i was saying..this is i think the first time in my life that i have thought about it...given a thought to the concept of two people with the same names being similar in nature..and im not sure..but i think they are.. i have the example of a very common name in my head..which for obvious reasons i wont mention here..i dont know why.. but i experience with people of "the" name has not been good.. its been more of downs than up..may be they dont get me...thats the first thing that comes to my mind when i dont feel comfortable with people..the communication is bad..something wrong that i am doing when i talk to "the" people.. anyways.. i just heard about a certain person being very rude to his family member..i cant really write this post without using a name....alright.. lets try the name "ron".. so i just heard about ron being really rude to a family member..and i almost immediately compared it with another incident of another ron..the first thought in my mind... are all rons like that?..anyways.. years pass.. i come to america from india..and i meet ron 3 here...i hear he has been a student here since 7 years.. and has not gone back to india all that time..my mind tells me... he is no good with family back home...then i meet another guy in college.. name..ron..he is no good either...eventually.. my mind red flags the name ron..i dont know why.. but now everytime i meet a person with the name ron..i would be on the "backfoot"..because my mind has already red flagged that name..i know its wrong.. but my first reaction would be avoid..the next being babysteps..i have since childhood hated the name ron.. i just dont like it.. all my life.. i have met rons..and they all have been stupid people...the dimension im trying to explore here is..if its my mind which is acting that way..or is the phenomenon of like people have life names true..i feel it is.. or.. now that i believe in luck and fate.. maybe im not good with rons...i should probably try not being around them..but then again..im avoiding them..because i dont like them.. not because they are rons..i mean.. i atleast did it twice..the third time it was more about the name and lesser about the individual..but i would definitely like to meet a ron..who would be normal and who would probably encourage me to write a post..this time about breaking the "same names phenomenon".. jai shri ram..