dreams....faded

i dont remember why i wrote "dreams faded" as a todo blog here..what i do remember is that i wanted to write something about dreams...rather the evolutions of dreams...i have very less to say about "dreaming" because quite frankly.. i dont dream much..i would like to rephrase that.. i dont get dreams.. i mean very seldom do i wake up in the morning knowing if i had a dream when i was asleep..let alone what i dreamt about..but dreams to me are more about you last thought of the day.. and from the little but valuable experience that i have had.. i know its true..if i have really put in my last thoughts on some event.. i do dream about it in the night..and everytime.. i know what i dreamt about...pretty cool eh !!..but not always true..but then again..a dream is a dream..i do understand the phrase "realizing you dreams" but then i feel the magnitude of that statement is bigger than buying a nice car..or clearing an exam..one of which i have experienced.. i dont deny the fact that dreams can be big or small..but to me..its always been a concept which evolves with time.. tonight i might dream of meeting my dream girl soon..but then is that the end of the dream.. i mean shouldnt now i dream about having a great life with her..ah.. now i know why i put the faded part there.. you dream..you wake up all smiles in the morning..and the following week you forget about it..i thank god for giving me a great life..but i wish i remembered my dreams..because then i would be easily satisfied with what i have today..i still am..but it would be a nice panoramic view looking in the past.. ha ha.. it would be like red and green dots...green being things that i have achieved..and red ..well..on my todo list.. damn..i think i am obsessed with todo's. anyways just the other day i had a lovely dream of my life 10years from now..ah..what a scene it was..i dont really remember what i saw...rather i would now like to write about what i saw..but i should say..it was such a clear picture.. i literally saw faces of my dear ones...im trying real hard to think about something i can write here..well i was happy..and so were the people around me..ha ha.. im sorry.. i just crossed my path..technically..it shouldnt be a dream..because i know i will make it happen..but then.. that really proves my point that my dream would evolve from thinking about a good family.. to a happy family..and much more...i guess by that time..this dream would have faded..i hope with a green dot..but like i said.. it is important to dream..but dont express "dreams" as buying a car.. i feel it goes further than just being materialistic..its more about "time"..its more about "being there"... jai shri ram